I found out that a friend of mine from College has died. I don't know much in the way of details yet, but I expect I will find out that information in the next couple of days.
I don't really know how to deal with this yet. It gives me a whole now prospective on my hospitalization last fall. If my friends and family were feeling anything like what's going on in my head right now, I feel like I should apologize for the next year or so for putting them through that, even though I know I had no control over it. This is the first time I have experienced the death of someone my age that I have known for a long time.
I guess I will post more when I know more.
